WHO'S AWESOME

Today is really a very agreeable day, gathering with old friends who also were my high school roomies, with whom I had phenomenally fond & indelible memories. More surprisingly, it is Peach’s birthday today. Peach, as its name indicates, is a sweet, pretty, & incredibly hot girl , who also excels at singing, voice stunning & impressive.

(Following content is added on Apr 1, 2020)

Now I think back of the whole event, I just found myself like a big dumbass – I bought her a branch of mixed flowers that afternoon, which looked like a dreadfully ugly hybrid, scary! What’s more, it was a little large which went against the rule of simplicity & convenience. I don’t know what the hell I was thinking about… I should have bought her a compact & beautiful one so that she can hold and bring conveniently and meanwhile enjoying her fantastic birthday, rather than a large stupid one which may trouble her. What a fool!

Something sarcastic is I used to have some kind of dislike her, for she behaved a little not nice at the first year of high school when she was our representative of chemistry. I am kinda forget how she was like at that time, maybe a little aggressive (sorry, I really can’t recall clearly, and currently I have problem in choosing an appropriate adjective), which, however, I now find it really very cute & appealing. She was & is a great girl. I shouldn’t have that prejudice against her by that time, and I felt truly guilty for it. Luckily, the dislike feeling disappeared in the later two years of high school life, and in the last year I even had some sort of good feeling about her if my poor memory system haven’t crashed yet. Children’s feelings are so innocent and interesting, aren’t them? By the way, our high school life was really awesome, we had many a times of picnic, hiking, and some other incredible activities. I think of a word frequently referred by Barney (a funny cute guy in how i met your mother) – legendary.

I think life is like a magic clock, when you look back at someone or something after the magic clock has walked around for some circles (after you have encountered a lot of things), you may find your opinions or attitudes will be reshaped, even into a U-turn, which will totally amaze you. We are legendary!! :)-

It’s kinda unbelievable that I just met my dream girl in the elevator, only two of us, though she might not know who I am! What a coincidence anyway! It’s an amazing encounter! She is one of the few girls in the Department of Mathematics among whom I have a really very fantastic feeling about.

If I sleep back again after the alarm (as usual), I’m afraid there’s no chance could it happen. Magic solely happens where we are away from our comfort zone. So just to keep moving, and don’t be spoiled by the darn comfort zone. Your year of 2020 will be very brilliant, since you are unstoppable!

This was what literally had happened in the year of 2019… Another brand-new decade, cheerful, promising, so just to make changes with boldness & resolve, to get out of my fucking comfort zone, and, to strive, if lucky enough, to witness magic’s happening.

Dear Peerless:

I wish you love, hope and everlasting joy and happiness. Thank you for being one of my best friends and I’m so tickled pink to be your friend every single day! Have a fantastic birthday that is as wonderful and extraordinary as YOU are! -Yours sincere(｡･ω･｡)

unfinished…

… I don’t know somehow recently I just felt very depressed, and insomnia became the norm, lasting for almost a whole week, regardless of how exhausted I was, sleep just eluded me, which really drove me mad.

This afternoon, I surprisingly fell asleep and I dreamt about my families, they’re so affectionate, warm, and I felt an sense of release against those negative thoughts… All of a sudden, I seemed to find a way out…

Look at them, how pretty they are!

Today’s quite boring, doing (Fast) Fourier Transform stuff, signal processing and so on. Yet, still lots of things didn’t make sense to me?. Maybe I need more time to fully figure out the theory part to proceed with its application.

Today in library I met a girl who sat right beside me, in a way, I found her very like our high school monitor Tang Jin, a bubbly girl who loves to laugh, industrious, sweet, passionate, open & straightforward, and earnest. Anyway, she is a girl full of charisma. And she had done too much for us in obscurity, attempting to make our class best. I think we all owe her a huge thanks, so I just wanna say “YOU ARE AWESOME” to our greatest monitor as an interpretation of our heartfelt appreciation for everything she had paid out as well as our tremendous fondness to such a lovable leader.

I don’t know whether she’ll kill me if I post a cute picture of her… (I’d rather die then?)

This is a boring & decadent Saturday, watching movies. Time was killed by some trivial stuff , leaving an emptiness deep in my heart. Regret, fear, …

Late in the night, I just suddenly recalled a high school girl, whose smile is so brilliant & innocent, cheering people up, and who sent me a pretty flower. Thanks her a lot! She is gonna take the college entrance examination of 2020 and wish her good luck. Best wishes.