This morning, I had a very sweet, fabulous, incredible dream – I dreamed that I was kissing Ania passionately & madly, the thought of which had crossed my mind tremendous times, all of which, however, had been retreated due to my chicken.
It should be my first kiss and it was so intense that I can clearly feel an enormous excitement in my physical body. Meanwhile, I was so afraid to wake up as it was really such an agreeable dream whoever don’t desire it and wish it would endure forever.
The kiss was really an amazing stuff, one I’ve never experienced in real life. I can hardly describe it but in total, it was kinda like a sex-hormone-induced euphoria that just drove me crazy (I like being crazy and those crazy stuff, for they never fail to surprise me). The excitement & elation evoked were like, maybe not very aptly, superman’s orgasm (●’◡’●). Anyway, it was an absolutely terrific feeling. The kiss seemed to last a couple of minutes, during which I had the most exceptional time in my life as of now.
Yet, all the fantastic dreams so are gonna be disillusioned, and afterward we’ll have to face the reality. Kinda cruel, it was so beautiful a dream!
I don’t know why I dreamed about Ania, maybe because I haven’t seen her for quite a long time and, you know, absence makes the heart grow fonder; or maybe due to the guilty that I haven’t even attempted to contact her, though, which would be of ease; or for some other reasons. But no matter waht the reason is, I’ll seriously consider establishing a relationship with her (I used to be too cowardly to profess my tremendous love to her, and it invariably keeps upsetting me). Somehow, she possesses some incredibly charming attributes that is irresistible to me. She is a peerless beauty, smart, funny, kind, generous, wild & unconstrained, caring, as well as her peculiar mystique, all of which totally impressed and overwhelmed me.
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I wanna end with a song by Savage Garden – Truly Madly Deeply
I’ll be your dream
I’ll be your wish
I’ll be your fantasy
I’ll be your hope
I’ll be your love
Be everything that you need
I’ll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong
I will be faithful
‘Cause I’m counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I’ll make a wish, send it to heaven then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty
That we’re surrounded by the comfort and protection of the highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
Oh, can you see it, baby?
You don’t have to close your eyes
‘Cause it’s standing right before you
All that you need will surely come
I’ll be your dream
I’ll be your wish
I’ll be your fantasy
I’ll be your hope
I’ll be your love
Be everything that you need
I’ll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
(I love you)
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me